hello

Completely inseperable, i love him to death. He said some things the other day that made me realize who i am. Impossible, i told myself that day after day but in the end i think all my bad thoughts are going away. Maybe its ganna work, and maybe ill be ok. Im getting so attached to him and for the first time yesterday i said my i love you's with such a profound meaning that even "i" was surprised when i heard the words come out of my mouth. His word are so comforting now taht im almost sure that ill half dead without them. His eyes have a tendancy of bringing back what i had been missing for a while; i had forgotten the feeling of being in love. And this is what it feels like.. it feels good, it feels great.


I love vinny ♥

So, one sunday night ... waaaay waaaay night. lol. Vinny asked me out, of course my dummy but said yes. Cuz hes hella cute hahaa.. and since then its been going pretty good. I barely talk to eric ...but i try, and when i do... he always seems so wierd about the situation and it brings back so many fucked up memories. Im learning to really love vinny. In the last couple of days hes been so great to me. I like the fact that im not alone, yet i love the person im with... i didnt think that was ganna happen in a really long time..

but it has...and i love it ♥.